2004 - what a weird year

And boy did it suck, the Summer was cold and grey
I only posted here like 6 times last year, I was really on in 2002 and 3, Guess the work world relaxed my creative juices, Now that I have free , pfft, just Time I'm not Paid for, I can be Creative, well, I Need to be, I Gotta Keep Sharp, Im takin Speed Readin, So that will help, Then I Can learn Lotsa Shit Real fast, That will be fun, Then I can really Take down the Amerikkkan Emperiors, Fuck Them, They will Distroy my beloved Planet, well, Maybe not, America is Dumb at the Heart of things. They don't think about the Repercussions of the things they do, it's been that way Historicaly, Now that they are the World Dominator, Their Egos tell them that their way is the only Way, and their Heightened sense of superiority blinds them to the truth. they believe the shit spouted on CNN, Fuck they are Dumb, Listen to some outer News sources you Fucks! :) Fuckin FucKs! I'm Going to Listen to some twisted Sister Now!

Wednesday Coffee Date 062205

OK, I was thinking well into the wee Hours Lastnight.. It was not fun, I Just tried to focus on my Breathing... Eventually I Fell asleep. No New Jobs to apply for today, that Sucks Really, Nadine says that I will find a Job soon, and I Know she is Right! So I try not to worry too much and just apply. yestwerday was a really nice day, today it is pretty Cloudy, I think our summers on the eastcoast have been fucked because of global warmang, The Environmental scientists say that we are Fucked, In our last Minute as they say.... And they are Prolly right, But how do you get a world that is built on consumerism to wake the Fuck up??? We can only consume so much until we become a plague of Locusts and destroy our home. If we allow ourselves to be driven by businesses who rape the earth and sell it back to us. Doesn't sound really positive, does it, Would you want to hire some with suck a negitive outlook, ?? Hell No, OK, well, Here is some advice, Wake the Fuck up People, One person Driving to in an SUV, Pick up some fuckin Hitchhikers Asshole! Wasting Trees to Make Paper, Fuck off, use Hemp, it is Much Better, and it is Not Weed, you cannot get High from Hemp. I would like to see Plastics not used atall, it takes Oil to Make Plastic, and Stop burning oil for fuel, Don't be so stupid, That stuff is a Gift from the Dinosaurs, we can use it to make much better Materials. OK, That's it for now, I'll swear at ya Later, V!

Howdy Friends, Romans and Country folk, I haven't written any good blogs latley, Mainly cause I been doing the Thinking and forming thoughts, but not writing them down, so now, after a long day of thinking, I will sit down and Blab on here, it will Make a fun record of things, and you wont Bash my Anit American Rhetoric! OK, Im Gettin a Coffee, Ill Be Back...

OK, I'm Back, OK, So I Got a Headache tonight, I Think it's My Lack of weed, but really, The Fact that I'm Writing on Here is a result of No weed, I'm bored, the Living room is full of people and I just want to be alone right now. So Why, Why do I smoke too much weed? I Don't have a Job right now, So I Don't smoke as much weed as I used to, so The Lack of weed has brought me here, Back to a Time when I would write My thoughts down in a Coffee Shop. This is my Virtual Sketch Book I Guess, without the Funny Little Drawlings, Which is too Bad! :) the Reason I smoke weed is to Feel Positive and Forget about what I am thinking... But What am I thinking, I Want weed, So to forget the weed I gotta do somethin else, thus, being a nerd and posting on the Internet. I've been Going to the gym alot latley too, Just to avoid Smokin... That Really has not worked well. I will hit the Gym tomorrow, as I did yesterday, that will be something to look forward to.... Before I call the Weed Man anyway. I called for weed today but he could no deliver, I will call again, as I always do....

So what have I been thinkin Latley that has put me in this funky state??? Well, I'm glad you ask.. Number one I don't have a job right now, I've been hunting, but no leads yet, I did get a job for 3 days, I went in, and after 3 days I was sure that I did not want to be involved with the company, so I left, I was able to keep My EI is still Commin through though, So that's good I guess, yeah, so I been thinkin that I might not be as good as I think I am, not that I think that I am that Great. Canadian and American Politics fuckin piss me off big time, all these egos and war, bah, ya gotta work together to get shit done, the way those fucks work is that they squak about nothin all fuckin day long, I Know, I get to watch CPAC all day long if I so Choose! So I been thinkin about how I really hope that these assholes can pull themselves together, we have some really tough challenges to face, economic, social and environmental! I get to Listen to independant radio so I hear way more news sources than those Dumb Amerikkkan CNN Clones, that whole station is a Fuckin Lie! OK, I will write more Later of what I think, and I will try to play My hand and Make some changes, and tell you of My success or Failure, OK, Later! V

it's 1:11 am, Does that mean something, well, I'm up late, I can't sleep, Im Thinkin way too much these days. I'm unemployed, I need a Job, I need to make Money, Im thinkin too much, I'm feeln way down in the dumps, I don't really want to do much, I smoke way too much weed, but Havent had any for a while, which is good, I can go without, no Money means no weed anyway, so that's good I guess, I broke the bank and got coffee today, thats pretty sad. butr I needed something, it's spring time, but the Weather is Shitty, well, so was last summer! I don't have much to say really, Just that I'm board, been downloading eBooks, That's fun! Now I just need to Read them.. Developing a Super Memory, Speed Reading, and the Little book that can Change yer Life are the first on my list. In Paperback form I am reading the Life of Pi, Not bad so far, but I'm only 16 Pages in, that's why I need Speed reading!! Maybe I will do Speed Typing too, since I cant Crack into any typing Tutor Software. OK, That's all For tonight, Tune in Next time for the Next installment