As I get older, I find myself getting Angrier... I get angrier because I learn more about how the world works and how Society here in north america just keeps on doing the same thing Over and over again, despite what is actually happening to the world. It seems that no one wants to change, No one wants to change the world anymore... What up with that??? I would have liked to have seen the summer of 1969, I would have loved to see that movement, I wonder what it was really like... I think most of the energy was probly misguided because of all the drug use, but they had the right Idea.... The world needs to change, 40 years later we (I) am still looking for that change... See My Problem is that I want to use my power to change the world, to do somthing to make people wake the fuck up, something really needs to happen if we are to survive as a species, our resourses are running out, there are too many of us in some parts of the world, Calaorie production is up, nutritous food production is down, but what the hell can I do about it, Politics are a joke, old men fighting for power, Citizens think they have some say in the matter, but look at that voting scandal in florida, Prezident Cunt got in because of that... He is not a good leader, Im at a loss at what Im to do... why I'm here, why I can see all this shit and it gets me depressed and it doesnt seem to bouher anyone else... Maybe I've smoked too much weed in the past, maybe My energy is misguided, maybe I died in 1969 and my soul just remembers what it was like, Maybe Im just bored at work and thinking too much, I dont want to cut this thought off, but I will now ... and go and thing More about what I want to do

I really like this new Blog setup, I havent used it in a while... Very cool, I'd like to get the blogger pro, Maybe someday

8:38 am, Im at work, Im an Accounting Tech, and there is Nothing for Me to account for, I've gone to the Partners and asked for work, I didnt want this, Not today, 8 hours of Boring... Yeesh, It's not Like I get paid alot, so I guess I shouldnt complain. Found out that I prolly wont get a raise next month, that fucks things up, how the hell am I gonna pay for school and afford to live and pay my student loan, fuck man, this angers me, it's gonna be a hard road ahead. My poor girlfriend, she does not deserve this shit, Basically right now I cant afford to do much with her, she wants to go places and do things, but nope, I cant do that.

Howdy Folks, It's been a long time, Hmmm, and a lot has happened